fun meme

I stole this from pluckymama, because it seemed fun.

i am: alive, which is more impressive than it initially sounds
i think: far too much
i know: a lot of useless stuff
i want: to go back to Israel
i have: everything I need
i wish: for my children will grow up and be happy
i hate: feeling like I haven’t done enough with my life
i miss: the intensity of grad school
i fear: something happening to my family
i feel: tired
i hear: my boy practicing on his new fiddle
i smell: nothing, because allergies have stuffed up my nose
i crave: coca cola
i search: online for more useless information, every day
i wonder: what the future holds
i regret: not having more of a career
i love: my family
i ache: always
i care: that my children become good and caring people
i always: sleep too much
i am not: a bad mother
i believe: converting to Judaism was one of the smartest things I ever did
i dance: to make my kids laugh
i sing: whenever I want, even though I can’t carry a tune
i cry: a lot more than I did before I had kids
i don’t always: take the easy way out
i fight: with Maya more than I want, which is not at all
i write: all the time
i win: at Scrabble when J is really tired.
i lose: my keys, bank card, my sunglasses, my jack-knife, my VISA card …
i never: do as much as I should
i confuse: need with want
i listen: to public radio, almost exclusively, on my ipod
i can usually be found: in front of the computer
i am scared: of failing
i need:a job
i am happy about: how many good friends I have